Im a girl who can't hold tight a relationship, and i don't cherish the time we are together. Fuck myself. I recalling the past, and , i think im really a stupidgirl. If time could get back, m i still the same idiot girl ? Maybe? Seeing people have their happiness, instead of feeling jealous, i felt so happy. (:
In every relationship, there will be sweetened happiness, and ofcos quarrels,fighting,misunderstanding and stress. Actually easy to say, building a strong truthful relationship is very hard. Very hard . Im a person who can't jump the obtacles together and go through the tough tracks.
So, im really stupid . The guys who i had met was the ones who don't really like me. I can feel , them. Im a girl that from the very first page of the book, flip to the very last page that had written " Happily ever after." . I din't even think of how to improve, what about the thing that will happen in the middle.
I really crave for such a guy :
Send me to school every morning , do everything for me , care for me , protective , understand the situation , give me the sense of freedom , by my side when i really need a person to lend me a shoulder , who won't make me jealous , respect me as your girlfriend , know clearly what i don't like and what i like , when we are having lunch you should know what i want to eat , who will cherish me , do everything to build up our relationship , who will make me just to laughoutloud when i m bored,sad,angry , give me a sense of secure .
None of guys gave me them at all . Fml please . Seeing other guys singing songs for girls is really very nice, why do other girls can have that chance and why i don't even tried once. HAHA , funny craps . Sing doesn't matter , becos , what if the guys is popular , sing well , can dance, rich ? Is he really love you , the main point. Sigh.
Me, FOREVER NO ! I hope the girls or the guys can cherish every moment of their loves ! Rather than being stupid like me. I understand everything now , i must change. And i will . (:
Tyvmuch'
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